You are strong my friend , You are a survivor , My advice would be to focus on what will make you grow ( Science for example ) , and to put the "hatred" behind your back and move on , hatred well just make you miserable , I hope you live happily .
I heard this line from a movie but it have some shade of truth in it :-
" Rejoice , The broken are the more evolved "
I heard this line from a movie but it have some shade of truth in it :-
" Rejoice , The broken are the more evolved "