Now, many people have deemed my posts as incoherent. It seems to me that I'm the opposite of Spok from Star Trek. Spok is intelligent, rational, coherent, not interested in hedonism, has control over emotions, mature, and lives by values founded upon intellect, character, and morality. But I am ignorant, irrational, incoherent, very hedonistic (so much so that it is a religion), wild and uncontrolled, very emotional, immature, and I live by values founded upon emotion. Is this really someone to be recruited on the enterprise? I don't think so!
I am the opposite of Spok and I don't think living my life like him is going to work out for me. I just wasn't meant for it and am no good at it. Some people just weren't meant for certain things. For example, my mother was never meant for playing video games since she has no interest in them and she is no good them. As a result, she just gives up on them. I find the lifestyle of Spok to be very dull and unattractive. If I struggled with depression or an absence of my positive emotions, then that would be no way of life from my perspective regardless of how I think or what I do with my life.
I am the opposite of Spok and I don't think living my life like him is going to work out for me. I just wasn't meant for it and am no good at it. Some people just weren't meant for certain things. For example, my mother was never meant for playing video games since she has no interest in them and she is no good them. As a result, she just gives up on them. I find the lifestyle of Spok to be very dull and unattractive. If I struggled with depression or an absence of my positive emotions, then that would be no way of life from my perspective regardless of how I think or what I do with my life.
