Lucent, obviously you have yourself set on a strong belief pattern, and it works for you. Most people around here consider it nuts, completely free of substance which can compel anyone who does not fall victim to hallucinations, delusions and mass forms of hypnotism to find any merit in it. Of course, this makes you a better xtian, because it shows your faith, but here at an atheist forum, not many are thinking you're going to gain anything from such an act of imagination.
Good luck, though.
Good luck, though.
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