For me the problem of hell and wordly suffering were too much for me to continue to believe in god. After that, I started reading the bible and realized the "kind and loving" guy I was worshipping was an idiotic prideful asshole. Ironic isn't it? God forbids pridefulness but is the most prideful character ever invented? So much so, he gets offended by people who don't believe in him to the point of eternal torture. Fuck him and whoever wrote about him. I decided I wouldn't wanna worship him even he was real. Thank god he's not.
If I die and god is real, im so screwed.


