RE: Fighting Depression and Suicidal Thoughts
March 25, 2019 at 1:08 pm
(This post was last modified: March 25, 2019 at 1:09 pm by LastPoet.)
(March 11, 2019 at 9:01 pm)DeistPaladin Wrote: Quite true. Death is so boring and prematurely running to it would only cut off future possibilities. Who knows what life has in store for me in the days to come or in the lives that I will touch? There's only one way to find out and that's to refuse to run up the white flag.
This. I once was with depression and suicidal thoughts, mostly due to stopping doing heroin (they say the physical withdrawal is bad, 3-5 days and its over in cold turkey, but the psychological addiction is worse IMO, like 2-3 years of having no pleasure in life), but I managed to convince myself that things would get better and that I am a stubborn son of a bitch that won't give up easily. It worked. Married and now I am a dad. Looking back I feel foolish, but its stages of life.
As a good friend says "life is about finding stuff to do".