Do you wish there's a god?

[Mister Agenda]

Would you elaborate please, on the difference between 'reluctant' and 'not inclined'?

Looking up the meanings of the two terms, they seem to be pretty similar.

You accused me of "remaining very reluctant to actually present what it is you find so convincing about it."

Which is false. I have no problem saying or indicating why I find theism so convincing. I've indicated a variety of reason why I find it convincing.

What I said is I was reluctant or not inclined to do, was try and convince strangers on the internet of it, because it's a fools errand.

It's the difference between asking you, why do you believe x, and asking you to convince me to believe in X.

What you said is that you are not reluctant to do so (and claimed to have done so, you can just link to a time when you did that if you are inclined to do so), in the next you said you are not inclined to do so.