You know when you choose the pizza it's an unhealthy choice. And you know you should have went with the salad. That's called a choice. Trying to write this off as some sort of deterministic fate that none of us can control is just a lame attempt at discrediting personal responsibility. Not having this argument with you, sorry.
If you're frightened of dying, and you're holding on, you'll see devils tearing your life away. But if you've made your peace, then the devils are really angels, freeing you from the Earth.