If I'm completely honest, I don't think that you can be helped, at least not by anyone but yourself. The tightly wound knot of your faith, politics, and personality has been groomed to support this status quo to a sickening extent - and it's not even remotely subtle. You were made this way by a system that will never see you as anything other than a useful subhuman token for it's own legitimacy.
What do you make of your faith if it wasn't actually god that legitimized slavery in magic book, but common human slavers?
What do you make of your politics if Trump and the GOP have reduced themselves to fronts for white nationalism while painting any opposition to the same as enemies of the state?
What do you make of yourself for not only failing to see this, but going the extra mile to normalize and perpetuate the longest running crime against humanity?
You'll have to find a way to pull at these threads without other deeply valued things unraveling. That's exactly the point of having groomed you this way.
What do you make of your faith if it wasn't actually god that legitimized slavery in magic book, but common human slavers?
What do you make of your politics if Trump and the GOP have reduced themselves to fronts for white nationalism while painting any opposition to the same as enemies of the state?
What do you make of yourself for not only failing to see this, but going the extra mile to normalize and perpetuate the longest running crime against humanity?
You'll have to find a way to pull at these threads without other deeply valued things unraveling. That's exactly the point of having groomed you this way.
I am the Infantry. I am my country’s strength in war, her deterrent in peace. I am the heart of the fight… wherever, whenever. I carry America’s faith and honor against her enemies. I am the Queen of Battle. I am what my country expects me to be, the best trained Soldier in the world. In the race for victory, I am swift, determined, and courageous, armed with a fierce will to win. Never will I fail my country’s trust. Always I fight on…through the foe, to the objective, to triumph overall. If necessary, I will fight to my death. By my steadfast courage, I have won more than 200 years of freedom. I yield not to weakness, to hunger, to cowardice, to fatigue, to superior odds, For I am mentally tough, physically strong, and morally straight. I forsake not, my country, my mission, my comrades, my sacred duty. I am relentless. I am always there, now and forever. I AM THE INFANTRY! FOLLOW ME!
