GIa, how is it that one person can become so confused about scripture, you do not understand the first thing about scripture, the first thing you need to do is learn to define who is in what position, the power they really have or do not have. The reference to Ezekiel, Psalm and John make absolutely no sense to your question, actually you are not making any sense about this at all.
God loves those who believe and those who do not and the same goes for me, you have no choice in this matter. That puts the matter of total free will to rest.
