Chauvin Murder Trial

[arewethereyet]

Your apologies always seem to come with a "but" or an excuse, which makes them less than apologetic.

It's not a holding a grudge, it's caution.

I'm disappointed that you feel that way.  My apology came with no reservations.  Over the past year or so I've developed a problem in handling my anger and emotions civilly that I didn't previously have, and you, and to a lesser extent Boru are unfortunate victims of that.  Unfortunately it's something that I don't have a handle on as yet.  If you saw my apology as containing a "but," then I apparently didn't express myself adequately.  Granted, my not being in control of it is something of a reservation, but it isn't intended as one.  I am responsible for and deserving of whatever consequences flow from my behavior; the buck stops here.

So we start anew.