Condolences on your mom's passing. Obviously you took it hard and pandemic isolation didn't help.
Have you considered group grief therapy (assuming you've been poked). Face time IRL is better than the internet IMO. But maybe there are other issues that I don't know about.
Don't take this the wrong way but as you were talking about your 'attempt' misadventure(s) I couldn't help but imagine a dark comedy. If you're any kind of a writer you might want to try putting the events on paper. That can help get through the loss also.
Best wishes.
Have you considered group grief therapy (assuming you've been poked). Face time IRL is better than the internet IMO. But maybe there are other issues that I don't know about.
Don't take this the wrong way but as you were talking about your 'attempt' misadventure(s) I couldn't help but imagine a dark comedy. If you're any kind of a writer you might want to try putting the events on paper. That can help get through the loss also.
Best wishes.
Being told you're delusional does not necessarily mean you're mental.
