I feel like I have to pretend to be worse than I am to fit in with people, meaning I feel superior (morally/intellectually) to other people and have to come down to their level, so to speak. I feel like this has actually affected my spirit in a certain way, I don't feel as "clean" as I did when i was younger. Could also be the sex. But I do think pretending to be inferior has taken a toll. I consider myself far superior to everyone else and I feel like the world has robbed me of my right to be superior, like I'm not allowed to be superior or something.
"Imagination, life is your creation"
