(September 15, 2022 at 1:15 am)Ahriman Wrote: I hate the idea that I won't be remembered for anything positive after I die. But it can't be helped. My life is filled with negativity and darkness and I won't be remembered for anything good, even though I'm not all bad.
I have done my life goals so i am happy. I am just now trying to learn math, and have sex with a milky boob lady that i wanna meet. Apparently my lover is fine with me seeing other people. Though she is mainly into guy on guy thing. I guess i will see what she says about meeting with the couple i found
Oh whoops too much information.
Anyways, i did audiobooks on religious topics that i found boring, waste of time and didnt learn anything.
Now i have to use my brain on math and actually do something useful. Getting my head out of the religious aspect is painful because its just so boring and useless.
But math i atleast have a reason to learn.
