Please help

[Denzil99]

I went to a religious school and over the years I've had a tough time with it all. I'm more in the atheist camp and I doubt a lot of it, but there's been some odd things that have happened in my life and I've struggled to explain them like I would say okay God if you're real show me this specific thing that I thought was rare to see and then I would see it the same day. That sort of thing has happened a couple of times. I think it could just be a coincidence. Everything else more or less makes me doubt that it's true but some of these odd events make me wonder please can you give me your thoughts on this type of thing.