(January 3, 2012 at 2:10 pm)Shell B Wrote: Yep, I think so, but I am not a doctor. Depressed suicidal thoughts are much more obsessive, not that depression isn't "normal."
It might be my thought organization.
When i think of things, I try to think of many options tied to them.
If I encouter a problem, I make a mental list of viable options, and yes I consider suicide to be a viable option sometimes...deffinitely not the smartest option..but an option none the less.
To me it is merely a list of options that doesnt bother me, yet I hear people saying that if you think suicide is an option then you are sick mentally.
I dont feel sick mentally, nor does it bother me when it comes across my mind as an option. I have never seriously thought of killing myself as in actually planning on doing it, as I usually dismiss it when it comes up.
What are your thoughts on this..is this merely contemplation, or sickness?
