Man, Evie! It is great to see you back in action. I'm bummed to hear about your personal struggles and hope everything gets better. It sounds like you might be on too much meds. If you're affect is too low you should relay that to your phychiatrist and revisit your meds. The planet would be worse of if you leave it though so stay supervised and take it easy. The only thing that doesn't change about reality is that change is inevitable.
Welcome back.
Welcome back.