(January 28, 2012 at 8:32 pm)Shell B Wrote: Yep, they sure are. Please go to the doctor. I know you don't plan on it, but isn't the potential to feel better a preferable scenario to suicide? Life, or at least a lot of life, without those thoughts and feelings can be awesome. Anyway, you only get one shot at life. I think you ought to take it. You can also call an anonymous hotline. One is listed in the first post of this thread. If that is not the country in which you reside, please tell me whereabouts you live and I will post one that is local to you. Keep on trucking, mtp. High school is not a good indicator of life. You really want to give the rest of it a try.
I can't really fathom how I would be able to go to the doctor, or much less discuss it to anybody that I know. Although I want to go to the doctor for this, I really don't want to deal with my parents judgment. They would think that I'm just trying to get "pills", instead of help. Assuming that they really know a thing about me, is the biggest joke I've ever heard.
Religion is like a Penis, you shouldn't whip it out in public and you shouldn't shove it down your child's throat.