Well, I hope you feel better, and I'm sure I don't have to tell you that stopping meds and increasing alcohol intake is counterproductive. Death is shitty, and grieving can be a bitch. I know the worst times in my life were when I was grieving. The key, however, is to get through it without being too self-destructive, because it perpetuates that terrible state of mind. We are our own worst enemies when life is kicking our ass.
I know I'm just some anonymous stranger on the internet, but I am always willing to talk with anyone with problems. Depression just happens to be the one thing I am an exeprt on. PM me if you want, and for the sake of FSM, stop drinking.
I know I'm just some anonymous stranger on the internet, but I am always willing to talk with anyone with problems. Depression just happens to be the one thing I am an exeprt on. PM me if you want, and for the sake of FSM, stop drinking.
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Even if the open windows of science at first make us shiver after the cozy indoor warmth of traditional humanizing myths, in the end the fresh air brings vigor, and the great spaces have a splendor of their own - Bertrand Russell