Well, I believe that is a common problem, and is probably a huge factor in why religion is so big. The analytical part of the mind can't overrule the emotional part of the mind. Just keep reminding yourself that religious beliefs shouldn't be based on what you feel, but what you feel can be proven. Or maybe you just need to not think about it so much. Is it really that important to pin down your beliefs in such a manner?
Even if the open windows of science at first make us shiver after the cozy indoor warmth of traditional humanizing myths, in the end the fresh air brings vigor, and the great spaces have a splendor of their own - Bertrand Russell
