I don't really think of myself as an insecure person, but perhaps I am. I worry about the same B.S. all the time and it doesn't get me anywhere. It is like banging my head off the wall and drawing blood and hating myself for it. I wish I had a million dollars. That would make me a complete delusional egomaniac. I really just want to live life to the fullest and manifest joy and love in others somehow. Meditation mellows me out man. It is a good emotional and mental equalizing practice. It just takes alot more time and patience than I want it to. I am very impulsive and cynical. I need the Buddha doctor to fix my fucked up brain. A few drugs help along the way too. I really love nature more than anything. Ever been to Arizona's Grand Canyon? Looks just like the postcard, but you are in it...surreal.
You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection.
There are only two mistakes one can make along the road to truth; not going all the way, and not starting.
Buddha
There are only two mistakes one can make along the road to truth; not going all the way, and not starting.
Buddha
