Suicide

[Reforged]

I, personally, would lock the door up tight and put a warning sign on it, smoke some white russian, have a couple of cans of cider, put on some Jimi Hendrix, take two asprine, put one of those oxygen masks on tightly sealed and connected to a tank filled with carbon monoxide. Hold a picture close to me of someone I loved as I slip into unconsciousnous.
The asprine would hopefully lessen any unpleasant headache I might get from the poisoning. Eventually I would pass out from oxygen deprivation, I would then suffer extensive brain damage and then death. It'd be painless.
I have thought of doing it for at least eight years now but honestly? What would be the point? Me dying wouldn't change anything, if I'm alive I can still make myself useful. Just not quite sure what I should put my life toward yet. Thats how I think of it anyway but hey, its your choice.