RE: Help me I'm watching myself die in time/my life is going by as I blink my eyes.
May 9, 2012 at 10:48 am
Good advice everyone. I just need to find a way to cope with my fear of death and enjoy what is here now. It normally doesnt bother me. This is the second time in my life it has.
I have everything in the world to be happy about. Young, healthy, have a good life, yet at the same time i'm sad about dying one day and all the beauty and mystery being gone to me. It seems sad but is that only because I am here now to percieve that it will be a sad state? Yet will it not be sad because I wont exist to be sad about it. I just cant wrap my brain around the fact that I wont be able to percieve that im not percieveing anymore/that state of non existance.
I have everything in the world to be happy about. Young, healthy, have a good life, yet at the same time i'm sad about dying one day and all the beauty and mystery being gone to me. It seems sad but is that only because I am here now to percieve that it will be a sad state? Yet will it not be sad because I wont exist to be sad about it. I just cant wrap my brain around the fact that I wont be able to percieve that im not percieveing anymore/that state of non existance.


