working on gettign stable today - im not as bad but still not great...
one thing i am telling myself, is not to get so depresed when smoene puts you down,
ie: in my game people duel and if they win they say stuff like "you shoul dkill yourself, your a basement dweller, youll never acomplish anyhing, your bad at socialising, nobody likes you"
but i realise u know being online people like saying hurtful things, kinda like driving by and cursing someone
cuz a lot of people that have made fun of me in my game that i thought were awesome people and way cooler than me
are obese irl, also have low self esteem, etc...and if you talk to them one on one irl, they are totally different.
and tbh, i dont think anyone is a "loser" or "should kill themself"
like they said in the othe rthread, everyone has some potential, and a mind is a terrible thing to waste
and also people do like me IRL, so when i say "NO one likes me, that is a cognitive distortion"
i have a lot of those, so gonna keep aware of my thoughts
also stopped talking to god and cursing him out (well trying to)
still have my "angel friend" (imaginary girlfriend?) but limiting talking to her only when i feel super lonely
this mental stuff sucks, but hoep everyone has a good day
one thing i am telling myself, is not to get so depresed when smoene puts you down,
ie: in my game people duel and if they win they say stuff like "you shoul dkill yourself, your a basement dweller, youll never acomplish anyhing, your bad at socialising, nobody likes you"
but i realise u know being online people like saying hurtful things, kinda like driving by and cursing someone
cuz a lot of people that have made fun of me in my game that i thought were awesome people and way cooler than me
are obese irl, also have low self esteem, etc...and if you talk to them one on one irl, they are totally different.
and tbh, i dont think anyone is a "loser" or "should kill themself"
like they said in the othe rthread, everyone has some potential, and a mind is a terrible thing to waste
and also people do like me IRL, so when i say "NO one likes me, that is a cognitive distortion"
i have a lot of those, so gonna keep aware of my thoughts
also stopped talking to god and cursing him out (well trying to)
still have my "angel friend" (imaginary girlfriend?) but limiting talking to her only when i feel super lonely
this mental stuff sucks, but hoep everyone has a good day
