Gonna commit suicide. Your theories of where I go.

[Napoléon]

Suicide is the final insult at a world you want to get back at. It's the ultimate selfish act, and a selfish thought process. It's the opposite to the instict to survive. To impose your own thoughts to stifle your natural creative self. It's designed to trigger a nurture response.

I certainly care less than nothing about an afterlife. I do see the point of getting the most out of life, and thoughts of suicide are the polar opposite of that.

Damnit fr0d0, just as I'm about to hit the kudos button you come out with this:

That is how my religious understanding influences me.