Thanks guys and ya apophonia u sounded like me brain
Idk though I been hospitalized so many times and seen 40+ people in hospitals and I just know I'm gonna be like that whn I'm older I try everything to be normal and i can't
starting to get fat again cuz when I depressed I eat then go 2 weeks eating clean and again get depressed and over eat
No matter what I ty in life I cnlant be successful
And now nothing I life makes me happy and life is boring and Bullshit iI just wwant to die
Idk though I been hospitalized so many times and seen 40+ people in hospitals and I just know I'm gonna be like that whn I'm older I try everything to be normal and i can't
starting to get fat again cuz when I depressed I eat then go 2 weeks eating clean and again get depressed and over eat
No matter what I ty in life I cnlant be successful
And now nothing I life makes me happy and life is boring and Bullshit iI just wwant to die