My name is Jenni. I am a fourteen year old girl born into a christian family. I am bisexual and only my dear friends know. I was told I was unwelcome in Sunday school from a very young age, as I asked a lot a questions that nobody could answer. At age twelve I started questioning the existence of God. At thirteen I picked up and read the Bible (past page six where I gave up earlier.) I decided I didn't agree. I started following the Greek gods as a Pagan, as the gods made more sense, but again I wasn't satisfied. I turned to atheism and started pondering physics, and instantly fell in love with godlessness. I try talking about science with people but I've yet to meet anybody, my age or above that thinks/understands how/what I do. I have depression and have in the past considered suicide, but I didn't do it because I dream of moving out of the U.S.A. and settling in Oxford, where I hope to attend and then have a career in biophysics at the University. I have no friends that are atheists and no friends that accept my atheism, and thusly nobody that I can talk to. Nobody I know questions the Universe like I do, nor can understand me when I "ramble," as I'm told I do, about the physical sciences. I feel very alone most of the time and tend to lock myself in my room, writing, reading, playing an instrument such as the saxophone or flute or reading borrowed college textbooks. My loneliness has a serious effect on my depression and I have cut myself in the past.
I always approach a new concept with reason and logic, thinking practically until I either prove or debunk said new theory.
Greetings.
I always approach a new concept with reason and logic, thinking practically until I either prove or debunk said new theory.
Greetings.
You can't ignore the people who disagree and pretend it makes you right.
