Why was the crucifixion necessary ?

[Jackalope]

My evidence was tailored for me. I needed to see: X, Y and Z God showed me X, Y and Z. I am asking you what you believe X, Y, and Z is to you.

Sounds like you got conned.

You really don't get the whole intellectual honesty thing, do you?

Presenting someone with evidence tailored to support their bias is the antithesis of intellectual honesty.

...which is why people have been urging you from the day you arrived here, to present what you have. I note that you've refused to do so, which in my estimation places you on the spectrum somewhere between charlatan and troll, if unintentional.