I can totally relate to this post.
I was raised into a very christian home and accepted atheism when I was 15. over the past year, I have become SO DAMN STRESSED with living in this kind of family (I became an atheist in the spring of this year). Because I was so stressed, I fell into two major depressions and many suicidal threats in between. in May of this year I was hospitalized with major depression. Many years before, I was diagnosed with anxiety disorder. As depressed as I was, I was never turning back to Christianity...or any religion.
I've only told ONE person that i'm an atheist - and he's a theist who hates his previous religion (Christianity). I've also hinted to my parents that I'm atheist (like saying "I'd rather burn in hell then go to church" and so on...)
I also am quite an introvert and isolate myself in my room, looking at my iTouch, or on my laptop, videos on YT, FB, etc...
i also want to move to the UK as well (USA sucks balls!!!)
I was raised into a very christian home and accepted atheism when I was 15. over the past year, I have become SO DAMN STRESSED with living in this kind of family (I became an atheist in the spring of this year). Because I was so stressed, I fell into two major depressions and many suicidal threats in between. in May of this year I was hospitalized with major depression. Many years before, I was diagnosed with anxiety disorder. As depressed as I was, I was never turning back to Christianity...or any religion.
I've only told ONE person that i'm an atheist - and he's a theist who hates his previous religion (Christianity). I've also hinted to my parents that I'm atheist (like saying "I'd rather burn in hell then go to church" and so on...)
I also am quite an introvert and isolate myself in my room, looking at my iTouch, or on my laptop, videos on YT, FB, etc...
i also want to move to the UK as well (USA sucks balls!!!)
