Regardless of the fact that you have free will and made the conscious choice to read up on Dawkins or listen to him to being with, I'm hold firmly that an inconvenient truth is better than a comforting lie. You have the opportunity to become a free agent, now. Make choices for yourself, find freedom in those choice and then, happiness might float your way.
Although, there is a chance your neurochemistry is out of sync and you need to see someone about your unstable thoughts.
Although, there is a chance your neurochemistry is out of sync and you need to see someone about your unstable thoughts.