I was 17 (two months shy of 18) and after many years of wondering what the phrase "when you are ready, you'll know" meant, I finally realized what it was all about. I yearned to get laid and I was merely horny and not scared anymore. So me an my bf (the one I had back then) did the deed. It was mighty fun!
When I was young, there was a god with infinite power protecting me. Is there anyone else who felt that way? And was sure about it? but the first time I fell in love, I was thrown down - or maybe I broke free - and I bade farewell to God and became human. Now I don't have God's protection, and I walk on the ground without wings, but I don't regret this hardship. I want to live as a person. -Arina Tanemura