Hi,
I just read the first post, and some of the most recent so I am not 100% up on where you are at. But I will add my two cents worth to this thread. Before I was a Christian my life was a mess, I was fearful of my own shadow, fearful of meeting people, my life was far from happy. When I became a Christian I did not notice things change straight away, but as I grew to know God things improved. To the point that I am no longer afraid of people, I love meeting new people. Also one of the things God has done for me is he has used miracles to direct my life. As an example I found it very hard to meet a partner. But one day I was on a Christian dating website, and I prayed and said to God "there must be someone who could make a good partner for me, show me who". I prayed asking God for a search term to enter into the search box. A search term entered my mind. I entered the serach term into the search box. And a profile came up, the person look ok to me, and they were in my city, so I contacted them. I did not tell them I had asked God, but just got to know them, we got on really well together. We eventually decided to marry. I am now happily married with a son. So God provided me what I needed. God has done many miracles from me read some of them at http://www.futureandahope.net But the point I am making is I serve a real God who wants us blessed, I have no emotional issues in my life, I feel good about life, all is positive. I have a good job, a good family, and a mission to help people in life to obtain a full and complete life.
I just read the first post, and some of the most recent so I am not 100% up on where you are at. But I will add my two cents worth to this thread. Before I was a Christian my life was a mess, I was fearful of my own shadow, fearful of meeting people, my life was far from happy. When I became a Christian I did not notice things change straight away, but as I grew to know God things improved. To the point that I am no longer afraid of people, I love meeting new people. Also one of the things God has done for me is he has used miracles to direct my life. As an example I found it very hard to meet a partner. But one day I was on a Christian dating website, and I prayed and said to God "there must be someone who could make a good partner for me, show me who". I prayed asking God for a search term to enter into the search box. A search term entered my mind. I entered the serach term into the search box. And a profile came up, the person look ok to me, and they were in my city, so I contacted them. I did not tell them I had asked God, but just got to know them, we got on really well together. We eventually decided to marry. I am now happily married with a son. So God provided me what I needed. God has done many miracles from me read some of them at http://www.futureandahope.net But the point I am making is I serve a real God who wants us blessed, I have no emotional issues in my life, I feel good about life, all is positive. I have a good job, a good family, and a mission to help people in life to obtain a full and complete life.
Hey I love God he is awsome.