Hardly slept last night. Woke up earlier because I couldn't lay there anymore. Started getting ready for school. I'm so anxious I can barely stand it. It makes me throw up. I get back to the room and panic. Hard. Right in the middle of changing. I woke Hovik up and he held me until it stopped. He convinced me to go back to bed instead of attempting to drive 1.5 hours to get to school. I slept about 6 more hours. Woke up, couldn't speak, but could sign well enough. Managed to have tender, loving "morning" sex. Now I'm here, still speechless. Usually weed gets me back to talking, but I don't even want to get up to do it. Does anyone else with a lot of anxiety get depressed after panic attacks?
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