Theists: what does your god want for you?

[Whateverist]

And what did he look like? Answer limit 200 words

Good looks like a spiritual force that you can see in rooms you feel Gods presence it is like feeling the presence of some cool force around you.

God is like a wonderful wisp than you see and you want to breathe him in and then you feel good because you just want to hold onto him, like you are in a giant sky filled with a spirit bed and you climb up on God and you change into a little baby. And God holds onto you and says "this is my little spirit friend", and God holds onto you and cherishes you, like a wisp, God holds onto people but God is also like a person, because you can crawl on God.

I would say, a duel wisp and chest nature. But whenever you see God, you only see God when you become a little baby and God always wants to hold onto you because everyone likes little babies.

The good news is I've taken you off ignore. The bad news is I mostly wanted to ask you if you've been diagnosed with mania or bi-polar. You seem like a classic case to me. It isn't all bad but you can easily become insufferable to others.

As for your spiritual experience .. why not just crawl back inside the womb? Why do so many desire to become a baby and abandon themselves to god's care? One would hope such an experience would at least be uplifting but yours seems to have infantilized you instead.

I don't mean to disrespect what you hold holy but I really think you can do better. Are you sure all god wanted was to cradle you? Maybe that's what you wanted. Next time ask him what he wants for you. You may be surprised.