My statement wasn't even about God, so quit it. I am very well aware that you do not believe my God exists. I was talking about psychology.
No one actually wants to die. They might view death as a way out of the shit that is being thrown at them, but they don't actually want death, they want the situation to be better and see death as a removal of the bad. If the bad things were taken away, the person would no longer "want death" because there would be no reason. If the person is elderly, they might "want death", but really its about how they are slowly becoming more burdensome. They don't want death, they want to never be a burden.
Basically, no one thinks death is a good thing for themselves, they use it as a means to an end.
No one actually wants to die. They might view death as a way out of the shit that is being thrown at them, but they don't actually want death, they want the situation to be better and see death as a removal of the bad. If the bad things were taken away, the person would no longer "want death" because there would be no reason. If the person is elderly, they might "want death", but really its about how they are slowly becoming more burdensome. They don't want death, they want to never be a burden.
Basically, no one thinks death is a good thing for themselves, they use it as a means to an end.
The Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make his face to shine upon you and be gracious to you; the Lord lift up his countenance upon you and give you peace.