Pedophilia; I can't accept it.

[Violet]

I'm starting to think that people who make these threads are cooking them up for my entertainment

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You know, I had sex very young. That was the norm where I grew up. As an adult, I know I was ready for that, the boys were mostly around my age and it was all fun and that. However, there were also times when I had sex with older men. At the time I liked that, it made me feel special. But now, I feel physically sick at the thought of those older men. They took advantage of me and I didn't even realise it till they were long gone. I sometimes consider reporting them to the Police, but what evidence do I have now? It would be a complete waste of my time.

Weird, I don't feel physically sick at the thought of men, and some would argue I've good reason to. Curious thing, though... is that I've no male friends that aren't from this forum or who I've otherwise met online. I've been interested in why that is for a good amount of time, maybe I'll figure it out someday

I sometimes consider shooting some people in the face, but I'm not a very vengeful person these days. I've no reason to ruin another's life unless I've reasonable expectation of further interference with mine. Or maybe I'm just a ginormous pansy, that's also a possibility.

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As revolting as pedophilia is, it's all the more so when the abuser is a priest, or some other community trusted authority figure.

Most of them are trusted authority figures. Trust, haha.

There are so many cases of priests and altar boys that it's become a joke, for crying out loud!

Also, is this the right section for this thread?

Maybe the sexual repression of the priests involved has something to do with it. Are there so many cases of black men capping yo ass that it's become a joke?