Well that derails my whole point. I was always taught the impossibility of apostasy.
So I guess we are at a conclusion.
There's just one thing I'd like to mention though, GC. I didn't choose to walk away, I just couldn't believe anymore. I never expected that to happen. This was a big thing in my psyche when it happened.
I mean can you make yourself believe in the Tooth Fairy? You can't, right? That's where I'm stuck at. It was all a big accident. Completely unintentional.
It just doesn't make sense to me that the loving God I was taught about growing up would doom me to Hell because I just came to a conclusion, that for me, was impossible to avoid once I reached a certain point. I didn't have a choice at all.
But anyway. Thanks for humoring me. It's nice to discuss these things without everyone getting upset. I grow more and more tired of doing that.
So I guess we are at a conclusion.
There's just one thing I'd like to mention though, GC. I didn't choose to walk away, I just couldn't believe anymore. I never expected that to happen. This was a big thing in my psyche when it happened.
I mean can you make yourself believe in the Tooth Fairy? You can't, right? That's where I'm stuck at. It was all a big accident. Completely unintentional.
It just doesn't make sense to me that the loving God I was taught about growing up would doom me to Hell because I just came to a conclusion, that for me, was impossible to avoid once I reached a certain point. I didn't have a choice at all.
But anyway. Thanks for humoring me. It's nice to discuss these things without everyone getting upset. I grow more and more tired of doing that.
Everything I needed to know about life I learned on Dagobah.
