You we're a Christian, but you never rationalised it fully. Children understand things simply. The simple truth is enough for them. Adults questions need answers, so childish satisfaction turns into adult dissatisfaction. You naturally lose faith.
You don't choose disbelief in that situation, you realise it.
If course there is good reason for faith. You just don't know it.
You don't choose disbelief in that situation, you realise it.
If course there is good reason for faith. You just don't know it.
