(September 1, 2013 at 1:13 pm)MysticKnight Wrote: I plunged in a deep ocean and I have to come out rational and strong when I make it to the surface. I am drowning. I don't know how deep I am lost in, but I know there is a way out where there is a will.
You cannot defeat schizophrenia by sheer force of will, Mystic. I don't know why you have stopped taking your medication, but it appears as if you have fallen into the trap that many others have, which is seeing some sort of value in the psychosis created by mental illness. Please, talk to your doctor, and take his/her instructions seriously. You are going down a dangerous path, my friend.
Even if the open windows of science at first make us shiver after the cozy indoor warmth of traditional humanizing myths, in the end the fresh air brings vigor, and the great spaces have a splendor of their own - Bertrand Russell