Yup. I was in love with my best friend for years and it killed me every time he got another girlfriend for a couple of weeks and then after they broke up, he was of course depressed and in a foul mood. It hurt so bad that he would date many of the girls in our class, but never me, even though he knew about my feelings. Turns out that it was a blessing in disguise, he's mom is the ultimate Jesus freak and he himself is really religious, so being in a relationship would have been strenuous to say the least. Now he's married to a lovely gal, and we're still good friends, and I think it's better this way.
As an odd girl I can only say that play to your strengths and know what you're looking for. Even though it's so shitty to be alone and always out of love, don't lower your standards. Learn to be confident in yourself and be happy in your own skin, that usually attracts the right kind of people. (Easier said than done, eh..?) In the meantime, masturbate copiously.
As an odd girl I can only say that play to your strengths and know what you're looking for. Even though it's so shitty to be alone and always out of love, don't lower your standards. Learn to be confident in yourself and be happy in your own skin, that usually attracts the right kind of people. (Easier said than done, eh..?) In the meantime, masturbate copiously.
When I was young, there was a god with infinite power protecting me. Is there anyone else who felt that way? And was sure about it? but the first time I fell in love, I was thrown down - or maybe I broke free - and I bade farewell to God and became human. Now I don't have God's protection, and I walk on the ground without wings, but I don't regret this hardship. I want to live as a person. -Arina Tanemura
