All the problems with Christianity

[The Reality Salesman01]

That child had done nothing even remotely anti-Christian, let alone something worthy of death. Therefore he was innocent.
So the answer is no. If I had a revelation telling me to murder the innocent, I would not follow it.

First of all, I don't think the blood is on your hands. But I am saying that you are in no position to criticize this man's actions. You didn't answer my question. Pay close attention to the details in this question, and pay attention to your thought process that guides your response.

I asked you if you were sure that it was God. You knew it in your mind without doubt, it was God. It's sure in your heart as Christ's love is to you. You believe God speaks to you, you admit that you know for sure it's God, and not a delusion. Please don't ignore the question. Be honest here.

I know it makes you feel good to think that God loves you. I used to be a Christian and say the same things you've been spouting. But how do you know it's true and not a delusion? You "hear" God in some way, and you're sure that it's God you hear and not your inner desire to blindly assume. If God told you to kill and it sounded the same as what you feel when he speaks to you in all the other ways, how do you tell the difference? Remember, this is God speaking to you directly, it wouldn't make much sense to tell God no because God said no. He's telling you NOW to do something, who are you to question it?

God tells you to kill all left handed people, and you don't do it? You're sure it's God, but dismiss it on the grounds that God told you not to do what God tells you to do? In this experiment, you have to think for yourself. Not even The Bible is going to guide you through this. God is talking directly to you, and giving you specific instructions. The Bible is irrelevant. I don't care about old testament or new testament laws. The last sentence of Revelations could read "Don't ever kill left-handed people" and it wouldn't supersede the most recent instruction given directly to you by God Himself. Would it? The man that heard this voice was more loyal to what he thought was the voice of God. How do you know it's not? How do you know that he wasn't given specific instructions from God? You even believe that the child being decapitated was God's will, right? Was God powerless to stop it? Was something standing in his way? God works in mysterious ways, right? When God closes a door, he opens a window, right? God must have had a reason for having that child decapitated, and the testimony of this Christian man should be satisfying to you. God ordered him to do it, and no man should question God, right? Don't back pedal here, but pay attention to your thought process. The solution is very simple, you just have to see it.

You have recognized that even if God told you to do something ridiculous, you wouldn't do it. Congratulations, that's a good sign. But, you're not quite out of the woods yet. You still haven't figured out why you wouldn't do it. Because "God said not to 2,000 years ago in a really old book" won't get you out of this. God is telling you something NOW. We've established that there is something God could tell you to do, and you would know better and not do it. Even if you were SURE it was God.

My next question to you is this: What things does God say to you? and how do you know you aren't suffering from a self-induced delusion?

Is a misrepresentation of reality something that can be recognized? If so, and you choose to ignore it, would that be a delusion?

Explain...