(November 29, 2013 at 4:25 pm)feeling Wrote: Not to mention there are some other things which get in my way. There are few people in this world who sort of make it impossible for me to be where I want to be. I can explain but I'd rather not.
It's not a weakness, but perhaps an obstacle to overcome. You have worth as a human being, and you're entitled to find your own meaning in life, just like everyone else. There will be always rotten eggs, but as soon as you realize that their words can't hurt you (unless you allow them to), you might find peace within yourself. You are the only person you need to impress, you have nothing to prove to others.
If you want a new activity, stay here. The beauty with doing stuff on the net, is that you can always step away if someone tries to get in your face. There will be discord here too, but it could be a fine opportunity to practise dealing with your own emotions regarding what others think of you.
When I was young, there was a god with infinite power protecting me. Is there anyone else who felt that way? And was sure about it? but the first time I fell in love, I was thrown down - or maybe I broke free - and I bade farewell to God and became human. Now I don't have God's protection, and I walk on the ground without wings, but I don't regret this hardship. I want to live as a person. -Arina Tanemura
