(November 30, 2013 at 12:48 am)Faith No More Wrote:Well they somehow find a way to get under my skin.(November 29, 2013 at 3:45 pm)feeling Wrote: I see them. Anything else?
It's just that there are things I hate. And if those things would not be around I would be happy. It seems like people make life hard for each other. If they would not it would be so much more simple.
If I were you, I would go back and re-read everything you've written here, carefully paying attention to how you phrase your complaints. You're obsessing over how you wish things would be, but happiness and peace come from accepting that much of this world is beyond your control. You're also allowing others to affect you too much. If an activity made you happy, what difference would it make if someone else saw it as pointless and stupid? You'll never be content if you don't live your life for yourself.
It's just that life is bad enough and people make it worse. That's what I hate. But my mind is sort of receptive to such things. I try to stay away from those things but somehow I do listen to that kind of shit sometimes. Later I get angry at myself for listening to it and say "never again" but then I do listen to this shit again eventually.
It's also funny that in religion vs atheism debate many people use negativity tactics like asking "Well if you are atheist why didn't you kill yourself yet" or arguing who is more happy. Kind of interesting thing to see. Trying to strike the weak place in the opponent even if it has nothing to do with the truth.