(February 9, 2014 at 10:35 am)kirolo Wrote: I did pray, once, about 8 months ago. I begged, pleaded, bargained, to whatever/whoever may be there listening...during the darkest moment of my life. I would say that if there were a god who heard me and understood me, s/he would have known how sincere and serious I was. I figure there is either no god, or s/he doesn't give a shit. Still an atheist even though I prayed that one time. I felt really super silly the next morning.
I prayed in my darkest hour when I was a sweet, innocent little girl. Nope. Nada.
Excuse me if I no longer pray, be sweet, or innocent.

I don't think it's comforting to pray while not believing in a god. Feeling stupid just makes it worse. I totally get your post. Kudo x 10!
Pointing around: "Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, you're cool, fuck you, I'm out!"
Half Baked
"Let the atheists come to me, and stop keeping them away, because the kingdom of heathens belongs to people like these." -Saint Bacon
Half Baked
"Let the atheists come to me, and stop keeping them away, because the kingdom of heathens belongs to people like these." -Saint Bacon