We think you're a kid because you don't seem to be aware of shit that college students, hell high school students, generally know about in the categories of philosophy and science. Plus you talk about what your parents say all the time, as though that holds any weight, and you talk about being homeschooled.
I was homeschooled, too, by the way, starting at the age of 12. My learning was mostly self-directed.
You know what might benefit you a lot is if you take it upon yourself to study logic and comparative religion. Studying logic will help you keep up with everyone on the forums - you should at least look through this interactive doohicky which lists common logical fallacies.
Studying comparative religion will help you understand that people all over the world have different beliefs, and you have the option of subscribing to any or none of them.
I was homeschooled, too, by the way, starting at the age of 12. My learning was mostly self-directed.
You know what might benefit you a lot is if you take it upon yourself to study logic and comparative religion. Studying logic will help you keep up with everyone on the forums - you should at least look through this interactive doohicky which lists common logical fallacies.
Studying comparative religion will help you understand that people all over the world have different beliefs, and you have the option of subscribing to any or none of them.