you've created habits through years and years of practice. It takes time to get away from the god delusion when your habits always point back to jebus ideology. Give it time and soon enough you'll be jebus free. Just remember, no matter how initially shocking it is, you're on your own. It's survival of the fittest; now you're not playing a game. Now you're in the real world, where stupidity has out-lasted science. Science has completely destroyed EVERY religion on earth. Still, religion controls the government, it controls the rights of people, and it 's somehow in the lead when it's so far behind. Don't expect a common-sense revolution.
I hate the bible. I love that do as thy whilst stuff.