haha No, you don't sound crazy. We have all been there, to varying degrees.
I'm not suggesting he's a jerk for wanting to break things off with you. Break ups are a part of life. But, it's HOW he is doing it. He didn't respect you enough to come to you and discuss things, instead he's been off getting to know another girl, and then now, that he feels that might go somewhere, he's willing to let you go. That is a jerk. Nice guys don't do that, Sedna. Time to take the blinders off, and see him and your relationship for what it is.
Just trying to keep it real.
I'm not suggesting he's a jerk for wanting to break things off with you. Break ups are a part of life. But, it's HOW he is doing it. He didn't respect you enough to come to you and discuss things, instead he's been off getting to know another girl, and then now, that he feels that might go somewhere, he's willing to let you go. That is a jerk. Nice guys don't do that, Sedna. Time to take the blinders off, and see him and your relationship for what it is.
Just trying to keep it real.