Pickup thanks for the explanation. My problem is I'm not sure if I'm against the god concept per se, I'm mostly against organized religion. I find the god idea do be silly and unfounded, that doesn't mean I'm against people believing in it, just like if people believed in unicorns or dragons I wouldn't care about it. I will be against the god idea if it is used to commit stupidity and stop people from having critical thinking. I've met some smart people who believe in a higher force, I don't think they are compromised by it at all, they just lack a little of critical skills when it comes to questioning god. Maybe I'm an anti-theist, I don't know.
Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process he does not become a monster. And if you gaze long enough into an abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you