Scented Nectar the reason you can say what you wish about God is the freewill He has given mankind. If God were who you claimed Him to be you would surely be toast by now. I know you do not claim God at all however you can not disprove Him and that said if He does exsist then your wrong because you are not toast yet. As far as hell is concerned it is a real place but far different than you think. It's a place where you will be allowed to carry on as you do on this forum, hating God with all your being and never able to love again. This is with out a doubt more awful than anyone can conceive. A burning hell is something one can imagine and probably the worst thing one could imagine as a punishment. Just responding to some of the things you have stated in this discussion and somethings to think about if you wish.
God loves those who believe and those who do not and the same goes for me, you have no choice in this matter. That puts the matter of total free will to rest.