hate the work world

[The Valkyrie]

for last year i was on disability for my mental illness but i wanted to try working again so i went for a CNA program and got a part time job at local hospital but its so awful getting yelled at and talked down to all the time by the nurses I just hate how work and stuff works all my life im always getting yelled at and put down and i know atheists and christians are both going to say "oh you need to grow some balls/have more faith" but no one understands how hard I try and now I feel like I am better off just taking my meds with vodka.

Have you sat down and talked to your supervisor about it?

Do so and let them know how you feel. It will not only get your point made but will also, possibly, sort out the abuse and, if necessary, work out ways you can improve your own work habits.