Well you said you were different from the rest of us Rhythm... able to make up for human failings that we accept no one can do.
To you it's something you can pay back. Where you cripple your own potential, sadly you want to keep all that to yourself unresolved. At least you didn't have to swallow your pride and admit your failings right? Your noble suffering is your greatest treasure.
You didn't hurt someone else. They carried your load. Their deed was done for you where you accepted it or not. Take the gift and honour them, or spit in their face and carry on suffering. You aren't capable of making reparation, being human. That's a fact. You think you can. I think you're seriously deluded.
To you it's something you can pay back. Where you cripple your own potential, sadly you want to keep all that to yourself unresolved. At least you didn't have to swallow your pride and admit your failings right? Your noble suffering is your greatest treasure.
You didn't hurt someone else. They carried your load. Their deed was done for you where you accepted it or not. Take the gift and honour them, or spit in their face and carry on suffering. You aren't capable of making reparation, being human. That's a fact. You think you can. I think you're seriously deluded.